| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 29/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 29/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,002 since 04/09/2009 |
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My little angel Layla, was sadly stillborn on the 29th of March 2008.
I miss her soo much and it breaks my heart to know that I will never see her grow up.
But one thing I do no is that she is at peace and not in any pain,which is good.
Forever in my heart and thoughts. Always missed, never forgotten
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love always bev xxx
4 a beautiful angel
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sweet dreams angel xxx
4 all my loved ones
You cannot see or touch me
But I'm standing next to you.
Your tears will only hurt me,
Your sadness makes me blue.
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through.
I love you from a different place,
Yet I'm standing next to you.XXXXX
Many moments... many tears...♥♥
Many thoughts won't disappear♥♥
Many memories♥♥ bittersweet
Many years left incomplete♥♥
Many days spent in denial♥♥
Many wishes for your smile♥♥
Many hopes and dreams are gone♥♥
Many days are spent withdrawn♥♥
just one year has passed me by♥♥
Many times I still ask why♥♥
Many people think I'm fine♥♥♥
Many times I've begged for signs♥♥♥
Many sleepless nights are spent♥♥
Many hours with torment♥♥
Many moments... many tears♥♥
Many more in future years♥♥
Im holding on to memories
For times just slipping by
Every night i watch you
Our Angels lighting up the sky
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
As i sit and watch you
You are so high above
My arms outstretch to Heaven
Just need to feel your love
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
If i could only see you
Touch your hand Or kiss your face
My eyes will stop crying
And put a smile back on my face
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Each day its getting harder
Time is moving on
Memories so precious
In my heart you will live on
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Each memory i have of you
Brings a smile a silent tear
With every beat of my heart
A constant wish that you were here
XXXXX HUGSXXX
From the heart of a bereaved Mother
This is now what "normal" is
Normal
is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone
important is missing from all the important events in your familys
life
Normal
is feeling like you can't sit another minute without getting up and
screaming, because you just don't like to sit through anything.
Normal is not sleeping very well because a thousand what if's & why didn't I's go through your head constantly.
Normal is reliving that day continuously through your eyes and mind, holding your head to make it go away.
Normal
is staring at every guy who looks like he is my son's age. And then
thinking of the age they would be now and not being able to imagine it
Then wondering why it is even important to imagine it, because it will
never happen
Normal
is every happy event in my life always being backed up with sadness
lurking close behind because of the hole in my heart.
Normal
is telling the story of your child's death as if it were an everyday,
commonplace activity, and then seeing the horror in someone's eyes at
how awful it sounds. And yet realizing it has become a part of my
"normal".
Normal
is each year coming up with the difficult task of how to honor your
child's memory and their birthday and survive these days. And trying to
find the balloon or flag that fit's the occasion. Happy Birthday? Not
really.
Normal
is my heart warming and yet sinking at the sight of something special
my son loved. Thinking how he would love it, but how he is not here to
enjoy it.
Normal is having some people afraid to mention my son's name.
Normal is making sure that others remember them.
Normal is after the funeral is over everyone else goes on with their lives, but we continue to grieve our loss forever.
Normal is weeks, months, and years after the initial shock, the grieving gets worse sometimes, not better.
Normal
is not listening to people compare anything in their life to this loss,
unless they too have lost a child. NOTHING. Even if your child is in
the remotest part of the earth away from you - it doesn't compare.
Losing a parent is horrible, but having to bury your own child is
unnatural.
Normal is taking pills, and trying not to cry all day, because I know my mental health depends on it.
Normal is realizing I do cry everyday.
Normal is being impatient with everything and everyone, but someone stricken with grief over the loss of your child.
Normal is sitting at the computer crying, sharing how you feel with chat buddies who have also lost a child.
Normal is a new friendship with another grieving mother, talking and crying together over our children and our new lives.
Normal
is not listening to people make excuses for God. "God may have done
this because..." I love God, I know that my baby is in heaven, but
hearing people trying to think up excuses as to why healthy babies were
taken from this earth is not appreciated and makes absolutely no sense
to this grieving mother.
Normal is being too tired to care if you paid the bills, cleaned the house, did laundry or if there is any food
Normal is asking God why he took your child's life instead of yours and asking if there even is a God.
Normal is knowing I will never get over this loss, in a day or a million years.And last of all
Normal
is hiding all the things that have become normal for you to feel so
that everyone around you will think that you are "normal"
Dear Mommy
--Darlene Browning
Dear Mommy, I just wanted to let you know
that I made it home.
The journey wasn't an easy one,
but it didn't take too long.
Everything is so pretty here,
so white, so fresh and new.
I wish that you could close your eyes
and that you could see it too.
Please try not to be sad for me...
Try to understand.
God is taking care of me...
I'm in the shelter of His hands.
Here there is no sadness,
no sorrow, and no pain.
Here there is no crying,
and I'll never hurt again.
Here it is so peaceful
when all the angels sing,
I really have to go now-
I've just got to try my wings!!!!!!!!
XXXXXXXXX
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Im holding on to memories
For times just slipping by
Every night i watch you
Our Angels lighting up the sky
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
As i sit and watch you
You are so high above
My arms outstretch to Heaven
Just need to feel your love
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
If i could only see you
Touch your hand Or kiss your face
My eyes will stop crying
And put a smile back on my face
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Each day its getting harder
Time is moving on
Memories so precious
In my heart you will live on
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Each memory i have of you
Brings a smile a silent tear
With every beat of my heart
A constant wish that you were here
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
copyright� Vicky Deaville
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
LOVE PHILLIPPA XXXXX
SWEET BABY LAYLA XXXXX
with love
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TO SWEET BABY ANGEL LAYLA XXX
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LOVE PHILLIPPA XXXX
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